Wednesday, October 29, 2008
3:35 AM
Wanted!
:
I'm like wanted every now and then. Mariah! Mariah! Mariah! I suddenly hate this name so much. Its flattering to know that people need my help but making people happy and satisfied in the expends of having a quiet and peaceful moment with myself. Even when nature's call to the toilet, I can have people looking for me. When school break starts, that's it! I'm solely thinking about my enjoyment. Shopping, watching movies! Whatever..these things I didn't get to do for ages.Currently having my brother and my family home, makes us family happy. They'll come to stay with us for days. That makes us all happy. Home will always be home for them forever! Suddenly having the thoughts of my childhood. I miss my past. Though it was a rough phase of my life but I was a happy child surrounded with friends and they are really friends. Miss doing things together. Am being pulled doing practice for the concert..not only the children's but also mine. Damn! I shouldn't be so kind hearted to give in just to make everyone happy. I know i should help with sincere heart. Fickel mindedness is always my problem. Wanting to reject but ended giving a knod! I'm such an idiot. Sometimes can't help cursing and swearing myself. But looking back, whatever I've experienced makes me appreciate life better. Hopefully stays that way. Am halfway going to come out from this stormy sea!
Mariah told
her story ...
3:35 AM c",)