Friday, October 03, 2008
6:39 PM
I'm turning to a new chapter of my life!
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My life just run like a river. Only flowing down and there's no way it could flow back up. Whatever it is, I am happy that I could now change the way I look, putting a lil' make up but still feel that I am still me. I used to hate cosmetics alot not to mention how my mum used to doll me up every since i was a toddler. I used to laugh at my pictures when I was younger. The thick make up on my face. Err..scary.. I just want to thank Donavan for whom for that six whole years I spent I don't care if it's love or just a crush but I really liked that feeling. But I got to wake up from this lil' fantasy of mine. There's no such thing as prince charming. Life is not a fairy tale. This is reality. He is a nice person, no matter where he is and how he is, I pray that he will get whatever he wants in his life.
I am currently stress with work, drowning myself for the actual fact, may it be a channel to escape being at home or escaping from having time on my own..I can say that whatever I have experienced in the past, I only want to remember the pleasant memories while the unpleasant ones I chose to forget them..and it really worked. I couldn't remember whatever happened last year. Really, only you can control your mind. Just like I did.
Mariah told
her story ...
6:39 PM c",)