Sunday, February 12, 2012
5:02 AM
History repeating itself
:
I can't blame anyone else for this mess i am in.
In the first place I've created by not keeping my words of not trusting people.
I let down my guard all too quickly just because someone's being nice.
There's a difference between helping and poking nose in other's affairs.
I have clearly stated the space I need.
How is it I have no right to get angry?
Why don't I have the right to be sad?
I come with a past that I learnt from.
It is wrong? God, why do you have to put me through this once more.
Is it because I don't learn the previous round, you want me to make it right now.
What is it! You didn't even tell me!
Why being nice is so tough? Why God! Why evil triumphs all the time? Is it because you want to turn me evil?
So tired to go through this emotions roller coaster. I'm trying to embrace life, but why this again! Why? Why? Why?
Mariah told
her story ...
5:02 AM c",)