♥The Girl Who Can't Be Moved*
*Kamariah Binte Sani a.k.a Mariah*
I grew up watching 7th heaven and through this show, lessons can be learnt as the show is about the real life situations.
Well not forgetting doing an impersonation of Michael Jordan left me speechless. Gosh i can't believe i did that. Haha! He is totally a legend in basketball! Chicago Bulls all the way!
Keanu Reeves and Sandra, all time favourite onscreen couple since Speed was aired on TV in 1996. I fell in love with Keanu since then and I was like 9 years old.
I started working in Student Care when I was only 17. I spent most of my time with the children there. I got the chance to know each and everyone of them and care for them. I accepted them for who they are and they accepted me for who i am! Umpteen memories in that place. I learnt that being a teacher does not only mean imparting knowledge itself but caring for them,give them the spirit and courage to do well in their lfe! I have succeeded in gaining trust from all of my students and I gained respect from them! Now they've gone their separate routes however they are always in my prayers. Best wishes from me always! Love you all!
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♥Quotes*
And it takes no time to fall in love But it takes you years to know what love is It takes some fears to make you trust It takes those tears to make it rust It takes the dust to have it polished
♥Reminisce*
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♥ B+
♥ It's me. A different me.
♥ History repeating itself
♥ she's at rest
♥ What hurts the most...
♥ Should i keep my heart open?
♥ the truth's out yet i'm not informed..
♥ Had an extremely bad day!
♥ Consequences that tail...
♥ Whatever happened in the past seemed worth it!
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♥Speak Up*
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
I'm like wanted every now and then. Mariah! Mariah! Mariah! I suddenly hate this name so much. Its flattering to know that people need my help but making people happy and satisfied in the expends of having a quiet and peaceful moment with myself. Even when nature's call to the toilet, I can have people looking for me. When school break starts, that's it! I'm solely thinking about my enjoyment. Shopping, watching movies! Whatever..these things I didn't get to do for ages.Currently having my brother and my family home, makes us family happy. They'll come to stay with us for days. That makes us all happy. Home will always be home for them forever! Suddenly having the thoughts of my childhood. I miss my past. Though it was a rough phase of my life but I was a happy child surrounded with friends and they are really friends. Miss doing things together. Am being pulled doing practice for the concert..not only the children's but also mine. Damn! I shouldn't be so kind hearted to give in just to make everyone happy. I know i should help with sincere heart. Fickel mindedness is always my problem. Wanting to reject but ended giving a knod! I'm such an idiot. Sometimes can't help cursing and swearing myself. But looking back, whatever I've experienced makes me appreciate life better. Hopefully stays that way. Am halfway going to come out from this stormy sea!
Mariah told her story ... 3:35 AM c",)
Friday, October 03, 2008
Wow, the place really changed. The walls may be painted and filled will colours but not the children. The children I knew three years ago had changed. I could sense the anger and frustration. Not like before, even if they were, we would talk about it and end it. After that we'll joke and laugh about silly things. I was well known to be the devil and the clown at the same time. Being an angry teenager I was before, I had a very bad temper. The kids who create trouble would not get away from my eyes. Alot of crazy things I did. Planning surprise birthday parties, teaching art and craft, going out to play badminton..not to mention how many rules I had broken. Just to gain this children's trust and respect. But now teachers after teachers left. It's like they just gave up on this children. I stayed for almost two years and grew up with them now it disappoint me to see them like this. Ming Yuan's last day was yesterday and he said, Ms Mariah why don't you come back, then I come back. I wish I really could but I can't. My life is so packed enough. He asked me where am i currently working in. He said something really touched me. You know what, quit your job, get your boyfriend to support you coz' you deserve it. I looked at him and think how innocent and naive my lil' boy can be. He sure really has grown up. I pray that someone would come and help these children. They are bad enough being sent to a centre instead of their own home. They need love and care.
Mariah told her story ... 6:54 PM c",)
My life just run like a river. Only flowing down and there's no way it could flow back up. Whatever it is, I am happy that I could now change the way I look, putting a lil' make up but still feel that I am still me. I used to hate cosmetics alot not to mention how my mum used to doll me up every since i was a toddler. I used to laugh at my pictures when I was younger. The thick make up on my face. Err..scary.. I just want to thank Donavan for whom for that six whole years I spent I don't care if it's love or just a crush but I really liked that feeling. But I got to wake up from this lil' fantasy of mine. There's no such thing as prince charming. Life is not a fairy tale. This is reality. He is a nice person, no matter where he is and how he is, I pray that he will get whatever he wants in his life.
I am currently stress with work, drowning myself for the actual fact, may it be a channel to escape being at home or escaping from having time on my own..I can say that whatever I have experienced in the past, I only want to remember the pleasant memories while the unpleasant ones I chose to forget them..and it really worked. I couldn't remember whatever happened last year. Really, only you can control your mind. Just like I did.
Mariah told her story ... 6:39 PM c",)