*Kamariah Binte Sani a.k.a Mariah*
I almost wanted to give up searching for a kindergarten as it narrowed down to all childcare centres. But luckily I waited for a while till I got a job in PCF Kindergarten in Kebun Baru which is very near my house. I was thankful that the environment and the people there are very approachable. They helped me through my first week. But I felt awkward making conversation with anyone there as I felt that I have lost myself along the way last year in the job that I was in. That place really changed me so much as a person. I fear of trusting people and gets really uncomfortable whenever someone praises me as I got that all from my previous principal and turned out to be lies. Somehow, I need time to be myself again.