Tuesday, April 17, 2007
6:01 AM
Dream Course!
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In life, nothing comes easy. As for me, I've finally got my dream course but..I've always hated this word 'but'..whenever you feel like saying a certain thing, this word will always appear in one of the sentences. As I was saying, finally got my dream course but met a friend whom I've wanted to long forget. I've promised myself to let go of all my hatred and grudges against anyone. God really wants to see how strong I can be. I don't like to pretend as though I've never met her my life, the way she potrayed herself, I'll take it that way then. A new clean sheet of white paper, no writings, no stains. I've never in my life met this person. Sometimes comes to think of it, the reason I took that course is for myself. The course that I longed for. No one should ever make me feel inferior of myself. Yup! I should not have all these nonsensical thoughts! I've said that I've embraced my future so I should just look ahead, no more turning back to the past. No No No..should not! Only happy memories should be remembered always! What I fear most is that I'm not strong enough to carry on with my tight schedule now. Let's see how it goes..........
Mariah told
her story ...
6:01 AM c",)