Saturday, August 26, 2006
9:21 PM
Fear I'll End up at the same place..
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I hadn't had a peaceful mind these past days. The truth is that i fear i'll end up at the same place like my previous centre. The experiences i had in the past, was no doubt a memoriable one, especially knowing the individual kids, understanding them, hearing them when they felt helpless, being a friend to them, protecting and supporting them to face their own bullies.. along the way i knew for the fact that i suffered quite as much too. I lost alot along the way..losing myself, my time with my family, having to have a normal life with friends surrounding me, trying hard to keep in touch with friends that matters most to me..wow that place sure did provide me with lotsa experience huh.. now i got accepted at My Montessori, My World..its a time for me to rejoice but i can't help feeling fearful. The hours are shorter, the pay is attractive too. Well, i wanted this so badly so i guess i'm worrying for nothing huh. Now this new place, i'll give the same passion and dedication same as the previous one. Starting on the first of September. Tomorrow, i'm going down for an hour to read a story for the kids plus knowing more about the place and salary. Still can't believe i get in manz..gotta thank Cheah for this too. Hope everything turns out just fine..*fingers crossed*
Mariah told
her story ...
9:21 PM c",)