Sunday, April 23, 2006
5:50 PM
Afraid that i'll lose it..
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these few months had been really rough and tough for me..which every day would ever post a happy one..none..i've felt so down these months that i'm afraid i'll lose it soon..but now it's showing..it's so hard to control my temper now..felt like screaming out loud..hitting things,venting all my anger out..and express my sadness but i can't...not allowed to..i can't other ways to channel those anger to..i'm at work for goodness sake..vent to marking papers?where i'll vomit even more blood? drawing?making me more stress that i'll turn out to imperfect?listening to music?which is even worst..make me think even more...pray that everything will turn out alright..please god...
Mariah told
her story ...
5:50 PM c",)