♥The Girl Who Can't Be Moved*
*Kamariah Binte Sani a.k.a Mariah*
I grew up watching 7th heaven and through this show, lessons can be learnt as the show is about the real life situations.
Well not forgetting doing an impersonation of Michael Jordan left me speechless. Gosh i can't believe i did that. Haha! He is totally a legend in basketball! Chicago Bulls all the way!
Keanu Reeves and Sandra, all time favourite onscreen couple since Speed was aired on TV in 1996. I fell in love with Keanu since then and I was like 9 years old.
I started working in Student Care when I was only 17. I spent most of my time with the children there. I got the chance to know each and everyone of them and care for them. I accepted them for who they are and they accepted me for who i am! Umpteen memories in that place. I learnt that being a teacher does not only mean imparting knowledge itself but caring for them,give them the spirit and courage to do well in their lfe! I have succeeded in gaining trust from all of my students and I gained respect from them! Now they've gone their separate routes however they are always in my prayers. Best wishes from me always! Love you all!
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And it takes no time to fall in love But it takes you years to know what love is It takes some fears to make you trust It takes those tears to make it rust It takes the dust to have it polished
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♥ It's me. A different me.
♥ History repeating itself
♥ she's at rest
♥ What hurts the most...
♥ Should i keep my heart open?
♥ the truth's out yet i'm not informed..
♥ Had an extremely bad day!
♥ Consequences that tail...
♥ Whatever happened in the past seemed worth it!
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♥Speak Up*
Saturday, August 26, 2006
No doubt money is important in this world but its also the most cruel thing the world. It steals away people's happiness to live peacefully in this world. Money can leads to arguements plus hatred. Shucks!
Wow, i can see the same stubborness and the angry kid i was back then in my lil' precious younger sister. *lol*..its kinda scary seeing myself in her..but she's all grown up now. Sometimes it angers all of us sisters when she argues with us but at the same time, it's really a great thing to see she can think for herself now. She's one of the smartest kid i know that can go far. I just love my siblings just too much larh..we may get into each other's nerves but haha we sure do love each other!
Mariah told her story ... 9:36 PM c",)
I hadn't had a peaceful mind these past days. The truth is that i fear i'll end up at the same place like my previous centre. The experiences i had in the past, was no doubt a memoriable one, especially knowing the individual kids, understanding them, hearing them when they felt helpless, being a friend to them, protecting and supporting them to face their own bullies.. along the way i knew for the fact that i suffered quite as much too. I lost alot along the way..losing myself, my time with my family, having to have a normal life with friends surrounding me, trying hard to keep in touch with friends that matters most to me..wow that place sure did provide me with lotsa experience huh.. now i got accepted at My Montessori, My World..its a time for me to rejoice but i can't help feeling fearful. The hours are shorter, the pay is attractive too. Well, i wanted this so badly so i guess i'm worrying for nothing huh. Now this new place, i'll give the same passion and dedication same as the previous one. Starting on the first of September. Tomorrow, i'm going down for an hour to read a story for the kids plus knowing more about the place and salary. Still can't believe i get in manz..gotta thank Cheah for this too. Hope everything turns out just fine..*fingers crossed*
Mariah told her story ... 9:21 PM c",)
Friday, August 25, 2006
Got another call from My Montessori, My World (Kindergarten). Called me down for an interview and an hour trial with the kids tomorrow at 1pm. If i get through that maybe i'll get the job. Its definitely far from my house aite. At Farrer Road at Bukit Timah! Actually wanted me to come down today itself at 4pm. I got her call like about 2 pm. I guessed i'm a wonder woman or better yet a superman to be there right away. Hello??!! I'm not mentally prepared yet. Went for the interview for the Learning Vision at Newton. I guessed i screw it up! The shortlisted ones will be called on Monday. Hate whenever this happens to me. Being fickle minded, having second thoughts. Children at the childcare, err..i'm not up for that. What am i thinking! Without any background of what i'm about to enter, i just walked right into it. Gosh.When i entered that centre,having a tour with the senior teacher, i finally realised that..thats not the right place for me. I don't know where i heading to. But, i hope i'm coming close to that. Tomorrow...lets see how it goes. Whether i feel thats the place for me..My mum and my sisters saiid that Montessori is one of the place to get in. Ain't sure if its true..Tomorrow here i come! Another day to get by. Fight-Oh! Oh..
Mariah told her story ... 7:13 AM c",)
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
What i've prayed not to happen,happened. I didn't get the course that i want just because i don't have the employment letter that stated clearly my benefits. When my hp rang i knew its no good news. Cheah is a really nice person who fought hard for me to get into the course. I can't thank him enough.I've said that i'll see him for the next intake, next year. I'm not giving up for this course. He helped me to look out for childcare jobs through the learning capital. I've got a call from learning vision earlier on to go down for an interview. Well waiting for this friday. Gambate!Fight-Oh!Oh!
Aww missing my lil' angels badly! missed arguing with Anderson! Missed monkeying and crazying around!
Mariah told her story ... 11:31 PM c",)
Sunday, August 13, 2006
My family,the dearest and important people in my life. Without them, i would be lost. I really wished so much that all our individual dreams comes true. Why must money always be a barrier for us to reach for our dreams. I really hate it! Sometimes i get so angry that sometimes we have to sacrifice the things that we really wanted so badly. I always feel angry inside. And really believe it or not i can somehow feel their individual pains. But, when i want to react to it, i just lost it. God i know that i kinda babble don't know what crap here but i sure do know that i want to reach my dreams and earn as much money as possible, get my driving licence and buy a damn big car. I know that all these require alot alot of effort in it. I am still trying to get to it. Please God help me along the way. Two weeks being at home, i felt really happy and relax. Feel like myself again. Talking lotsa craps, irritate my siblings and see the usual angry faces when i did something wrong. Love it all..
I hope time allows me to complete these dreams of mine. I hope history would not repeat itself.
Mariah told her story ... 11:46 PM c",)
A true inspirational japanese story about a courageous teenage girl who was diagnosed with an incurable sickness. Aya Kito was only 15 years old had to accept the fact that she could not fulfil her dreams unlike other teenagers. Her diary was published after her death. Every single day she had go through different changes due the illness that took over her body. She was devasted to know that she had this illness which shattered her dreams. She kept asking her mother why must she have this illness,what had she done wrong. She was an intelligent student and a great basketball player. Not only that, a wonderful friend, sister and daughter to her loved ones. Knowing that she would slowly she'll be laying on the bed,unable to walk,talk but able to hear and understand others, she wrote in her diary everyday to record all her grieve,anger and joys in them. Instead of crying about her illness,feeling helpless with the stares she received around her, feeling that God is unfair,she embraced this illness. Through this illness, she realised that she had so many loved ones around her, supporting her through the difficult process. She found herself true love,who was there with her always.Then she determined to live her life to the fullest with smile on her face and not tears. She wrote her diary till the very last. Even with this illness, she wants to make a difference in her own might even if it's a small one to other people's lives. She wrote inspirational quotes and essays to people who had suffered with illnesses and help to open people's eyes to not take life for granted. To live life to the fullest.
When i watched with my sisters, staying up late till 1 am, we cried more that a litre of tears thats for sure. Its a very sad but inspirational 11 episode show.
Aya Kito was really an inspirational to everyone that still received countless letters from around the world in how she had been a courageous girl.
Erika Sawajiri is really an excellent actress that potrayed Aya Kito's character very very well.
And Niishikido Ryo is a great actor who potrayed a boy who fell in love with her despite her illness.
A really touching show..damn i always ended up crying watching it again.
I still remembered that day we three sisters ended up having swollen bloodshot eyes..that our younger sister compared our eyes..hehehe...
Mariah told her story ... 9:10 PM c",)