Friday, June 30, 2006
4:40 PM
Outta there..
:
These past a year and two months had been a nightmare for me unfortunately. Trusting wrong people, living in hatred and anger. Working here had made my temper worst coz i'm not allowed to express them. Allyou gotta do is suppress those feelings deep till you go mad. Well i'm one of them who's going crazy anytime soon if i don't get the hell outta that place. Once i leave this place, i'll waking up from this nightmare. Through this nightmare however, it had opened my chances to know nice people like Karen, Joanne, CenWei, Xiang Pin, Serene, Doreen and Sapna. It had been a wonderful experience to know you guys. I'm working with my bestfriend too though i know that i've kinda bringing her to hell with me. Nevertheless, my life became a lil' brighter. Thanks ya. Well i just believe that Aunty could turn out to be a...i've no words to describe her. One day, she'll have all the things she'd done bounced back to her. She's a dissapointment. I am going to miss all the kids but still i gotta move on right. Missing someone dearly too. Where are you? I guess i've lost my chance again. I blew my chances twice, now this is my third. Chance to know him of course. Well i'll wait to see if he'll reappear again if not it just means i gotta move on with my life then. I love my family alot. They've been behind me supporting me through all the difficult phase in my life. (",) My chapter here is ending in a months time. Gotta create a new one soon. Now i gotta go through my English exam first. All the best to myself!
Mariah told
her story ...
4:40 PM c",)